My Fear is My Hope
This place is lonely,
Lonely for me , my fear and my troubles,
The one's without any reasons,
The one's irrespective of seasons.
The one's you don't know how to face,
The one's which turn your life into a wicked race.
A Race you fear from,
A Race you run from,
A Race which leave you alone
with your lonliness,
permitting your life to mess.
And all this I bear, my fear.
My fear, that breaks me into tears,
Fear, that kills me and my heart,
rips it and tears it apart,
Fear, that keeps me awake at night,
showing me the worst of sight,
Fear, that trembles my every stand,
and scares my welcoming hand.
The fear of me facing these situations,
The fear of me running away from them.
Believe me! Crying or Trying!
can be your only glem.
And in these dark nights,
when all I have around is fights.
all I feel is like crying.
Crying for my pain ,
The pain, I don’t recall,
The one that might make me fall.
Fall deep in my thoughts,
Thoughts of giving up,
of running away,
Thoughts with secrecy,
Thoughts with faith,
Thoughts which make me regret my own fate.
And then I get it right,
I wish I Could fly,
Fly away with my loneliness,
Fly away with my fear,
Fly away with me,
Fly away with all I just could be.
Leaving my past behind and my fear,
that’s all I had to bear.
Moving on with my present well,
I don’t find anything to repent.
Maybee, there is a whole new
world, out there,
Out of this darkness,
for me to experience.
Just a chance, just a hope,
I want for my deliverance.
In this darkness,
In this fear,
In this pain that I bear,
A hope will arise,I believe,
to make me feel good and relieved.
A hope for me to change
A hope for me to live,
A hope for me to find that one
gleam of happiness,
Happiness, which is everywhere,
Right there with your fear.